on the long bus ride today, had a nice time thinking through things.
had wanted to be a doctor since primary 5, and at that time, it was to help people in the poorer parts of the world.
however, as time passes by, ego took over and it is the will to succeed and prove myself to others, the satisfaction of winning others that make me constantly strive hard. no wonder SHE was so upset when I said if i cant get the position i crave for, i will never be happy. how much someone can change as they grow up.
to think of it, i am already a super ultra lucky gal. i have the best family, the wonderful besties, the wonderful bf, financially stable, results also pretty good..i shud be contented wif everything i have, for some ppl out there onli craves for a shelter over their heads. i might not be smart and good enuf to be that successful, but when i grow old, do i really wan to look back and think about how many ppl i have won in my life? or would i rather think about how many ppl i have helped in life? i would think the latter is more meaningful.
dear God is so kind to me, it is really time to share my blessings, happiness and joy with others out there, instead of being unhappy over little things.
-i am feeling highly optimistic and contented after straightening out my thoughts-
-never gonna upset HER ever again-
:) be happy for everything that happened in ur life, my dear friends out there =)
sok
Age:19
Sweethearts: Suktan, prin, shir, junxian, eugene, yewjia, cat, maria, michelle, tracee =D
My wishes: Be a surgeon =)
Promises made!!! : To treat Peesan jiejie, AND to eat Sakura buffet with SUKTAN during poly graduation day!!!
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Tricia
Ask me!
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Ask Diyanah!
Ask Edna!
Shirlee
Katherine
Suk Tan
jun jer
Zheng Wei
tracee
tiffany
Edna
Jackie
prin-my-snowbaby
niceee didi =)
Eugene
kiahow
Cat
on the long bus ride today, had a nice time thinking through things.
had wanted to be a doctor since primary 5, and at that time, it was to help people in the poorer parts of the world.
however, as time passes by, ego took over and it is the will to succeed and prove myself to others, the satisfaction of winning others that make me constantly strive hard. no wonder SHE was so upset when I said if i cant get the position i crave for, i will never be happy. how much someone can change as they grow up.
to think of it, i am already a super ultra lucky gal. i have the best family, the wonderful besties, the wonderful bf, financially stable, results also pretty good..i shud be contented wif everything i have, for some ppl out there onli craves for a shelter over their heads. i might not be smart and good enuf to be that successful, but when i grow old, do i really wan to look back and think about how many ppl i have won in my life? or would i rather think about how many ppl i have helped in life? i would think the latter is more meaningful.
dear God is so kind to me, it is really time to share my blessings, happiness and joy with others out there, instead of being unhappy over little things.
-i am feeling highly optimistic and contented after straightening out my thoughts-
-never gonna upset HER ever again-
:) be happy for everything that happened in ur life, my dear friends out there =)