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Friday, July 24, 2009

The emo-ness has gone away!! Thanks to yewjia and Cat! OMG I was so emo for the past week for some reasons and trust yewjia to realise that i was actually emo! I thought nobody will notice me... Well, I tried so hard to act normal until the bus ride with the 2 of the darling gals made the tears came out! I really had no intention for that to happen. I wanted to hold the tears till I arrive at home.. But well, guess I am just not strong enough..

Two of my burdens are gone today. I feel very relieved now! Like my appetite finally returned. The past week, those thoughts kept haunting and staying with me that even when I was talking to my friends, the thoughts cant leave my mind. I thought I am going into depression as I was speaking lesser and lesser with even my family members...
Guess I am safe now.. Thanks yew and Cat! If you guys need any help, find me anytime! Cat, cheer up too!

I cant believe how can somebody likes 2 people. It is just purely unbelievable. Well, love can never be shared and I believe that loving two persons is just an end-result of trying to get one person to be a substitute for another. Take some time off to sort out your feelings. It will be good for I am sure nobody enjoys being a substitute.
Well, i am not referring to anybody in particular. Just a random thought. I am sure people understands how love feels like. The kind of feeling you get when you are beside someone u actually likes will be just so different from when u are beside someone you don really love. Do not hurt the innocent for no matter how hard you try to develop feeling for the one u find as substitute, in the end, it will not work out. I tried it before. So ya.. All the best... SMILES !

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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