today woke up at 6am but then fall back asleep cos the flu medicine i took ytd nite is really too strong! good thing michelle messaged mi to meet tgt at the fountain ! phew! then i woke up at 6.20 and rushed like mad! in the end i am not late for gym!! hehe and gym instructor say i quite strong! cos we did 2 rounds of circuit training then first round we mux life weight for 20 times . then i finish very fast and teacher says are u sure? 20 alr? then 2nd round we double the weight and lift for 10 times then he talking to my friend, teaching her how to use a machine. when he talked finished, i am done. so he sort of dun believe mi. he set the machine and i lifted 10 times very fast then he finally convinced... -.- then he increase the weight for mi and he tot i cant lift it so he wanted to help mi begin.. but it is still not really heavy.. and i can lift it of cos =D so he praised mi! say i strong! heheheh then i proudly announced to him ' of cos! ' with a wide grin lol!
changed my CATS group to michelle's group. after CATS, went to find cher M. Chan and told him that i want to change group. then he asked mi why... and he rmbed i worked with glen! then he asked mi, ' i tot u work well with glen' then i said ya i work well with him but... then he said 'then u don work well wif the other 2?' and i have nth to say... he seemed to understand my dilemma and did not probe further =) so everything is settled! i find him really a very nice and understanding teacher ^^
nevertheless, i feel quite bad .. so i tell michelle i wonder if my ex-group members will think i don like them.. then michelle said 'donno why u care about them. its like if u are not happy working with them u can leave one right.. its ur freedom and if they not happy, then their problem la' and after pondering over her words, i find that they made sense so i feel much much better! thanks michelle!
i went out wif dumb baby shir ytd to somerset and bugis! she claim somerset is orchard but well, i dun really noe.. but till now i still dun believe.. anyways, it is really a destressing outing! after my 4 continuous test in 3 days! need to destress and the onli way is to lame around wif that baby! hehehehe
nowadays, i spent some time thinking.. am i really so insistent on constantly improving myself? do i really want to be a very capable person in future? or do i onli need his care and concern? sometimes i feel as though i am working very hard juz to distract myself so that i will not think of him. i find that his care and concern and love is much more important than being capable. i am like a bird brought out of a cage by a gentle hand which i think will protect me from the storm and wind forever, yet suddenly the gentle hand disappears.. i am left drenched in the rain, left to fend for myself.. my shelter disappeared.. now its time to be tough.. yet.. this fight to be strong and capable seems so surreal.. when will another warm hand provide shelter for me again??? i wonder ...
sok
Age:19
Sweethearts: Suktan, prin, shir, junxian, eugene, yewjia, cat, maria, michelle, tracee =D
My wishes: Be a surgeon =)
Promises made!!! : To treat Peesan jiejie, AND to eat Sakura buffet with SUKTAN during poly graduation day!!!
[[ The Wishlist ]]
Tricia
Ask me!
Ask my FYP partner!
Ask Diyanah!
Ask Edna!
Shirlee
Katherine
Suk Tan
jun jer
Zheng Wei
tracee
tiffany
Edna
Jackie
prin-my-snowbaby
niceee didi =)
Eugene
kiahow
Cat
today woke up at 6am but then fall back asleep cos the flu medicine i took ytd nite is really too strong! good thing michelle messaged mi to meet tgt at the fountain ! phew! then i woke up at 6.20 and rushed like mad! in the end i am not late for gym!! hehe and gym instructor say i quite strong! cos we did 2 rounds of circuit training then first round we mux life weight for 20 times . then i finish very fast and teacher says are u sure? 20 alr? then 2nd round we double the weight and lift for 10 times then he talking to my friend, teaching her how to use a machine. when he talked finished, i am done. so he sort of dun believe mi. he set the machine and i lifted 10 times very fast then he finally convinced... -.- then he increase the weight for mi and he tot i cant lift it so he wanted to help mi begin.. but it is still not really heavy.. and i can lift it of cos =D so he praised mi! say i strong! heheheh then i proudly announced to him ' of cos! ' with a wide grin lol!
changed my CATS group to michelle's group. after CATS, went to find cher M. Chan and told him that i want to change group. then he asked mi why... and he rmbed i worked with glen! then he asked mi, ' i tot u work well with glen' then i said ya i work well with him but... then he said 'then u don work well wif the other 2?' and i have nth to say... he seemed to understand my dilemma and did not probe further =) so everything is settled! i find him really a very nice and understanding teacher ^^
nevertheless, i feel quite bad .. so i tell michelle i wonder if my ex-group members will think i don like them.. then michelle said 'donno why u care about them. its like if u are not happy working with them u can leave one right.. its ur freedom and if they not happy, then their problem la' and after pondering over her words, i find that they made sense so i feel much much better! thanks michelle!
i went out wif dumb baby shir ytd to somerset and bugis! she claim somerset is orchard but well, i dun really noe.. but till now i still dun believe.. anyways, it is really a destressing outing! after my 4 continuous test in 3 days! need to destress and the onli way is to lame around wif that baby! hehehehe
nowadays, i spent some time thinking.. am i really so insistent on constantly improving myself? do i really want to be a very capable person in future? or do i onli need his care and concern? sometimes i feel as though i am working very hard juz to distract myself so that i will not think of him. i find that his care and concern and love is much more important than being capable. i am like a bird brought out of a cage by a gentle hand which i think will protect me from the storm and wind forever, yet suddenly the gentle hand disappears.. i am left drenched in the rain, left to fend for myself.. my shelter disappeared.. now its time to be tough.. yet.. this fight to be strong and capable seems so surreal.. when will another warm hand provide shelter for me again??? i wonder ...