shou hao de xin fu ner.mp3 - Jay
Wednesday, July 25, 2007

:D it has been a long time since i last posted. that is because of a rather bad internet system. went to lunch at kfc today after dismissal, with my dear shir :D glad to have chatting time with her as lately, we had been rather engrossed with playing basketball. through these past many days which i havent posted, i am lots of gratitudes to express.

no. 1: thanks to shir for constantly wanting to help mi cope with my troubles. i noe she have troubles herself, because it is written all over her face ( figuratively ). haha i rather laid down those troubles already, because suktan advised mi to deal with things with a more open mind.

no.2: thanks binny for helping mi apologise :D and letting mi understand that sometimes sharing things are not a bad thing.

no.3: thanks miss pereira for saying that my language is perfect. that really meant a lot to mi as nobody has ever praised me for my english before. it did a lot to boost my morale. i love her :D

no.4: thanks kat for the high-heels for career day.

no.5: thanks jeremy tan for offering to lend mi a listening ear when i am down and also offering to pray for mi. jeremy tan, u are the greatest guy!

no.6: thanks prin for declaring under the tower of secrets, and upholding my wonderful liking for somebody :D

i am feeling super inferior and threatened nowadays. my green-eyed monster is laying control over me now. i really wish to offer some help, but i am afraid that it will backfire and do mi harm instead. so disturbed and feel so pathetic that everytime i want to aid, end up feeling like an idiot who could not muster the courage for fear of losing the pride.. i guess onli shir understands how i feel. also want to let shir noe. it is not that i have no faith in him, it is juz that i have no faith in myself.

chatted wif shir till 6.30pm today, at the library as usual.. well.. everybody seemed to have their own source or sources of trouble, so i shall not add on to others' trouble anymore.. but confidence seemed to be so lacking in amount nowadays.. i wish i feel more confident sometimes.. all i feel is pride soaring. good thing everytime i make a mistake, there will be ppl who help mi out. ppl whom i noe i can rely upon and ppl whom i noe will do their very best to help mi. i love them :D

heehee, i wont change my heart this time round :D

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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