shou hao de xin fu ner.mp3 - Jay
Wednesday, May 16, 2007

ok i am dead for mid years.. but like suktan said, i kind of deserve it.. maybe i really do.. i will buck up and i will not let down the ppl who care for mi.. shir, miss deepa, miss goh, mr zaldy, najib ( who consoled mi for dono how long yesterday ) jtse, jtan, many more.. and i oso am motivated now. i wont allow myself to be defeated by three failures. tot it through already.. i wrote so many compo of encouragement and telling ppl not to be discouraged by failure, i muz make good my words. and set an example. if not wad i wrote in compo would be a piece of crap. and wad is the point of being disconsolated and waste energy being sad? at least it is more realistic to buck up and get the marks which i deserve for prelim. oso i muz make sure those who mock at my physics failure regret. i rmb them so clearly. i sure do.

and of cos i muz thankssss my dear najib for asking mi not to be sad and offering so many comforting words :D najib is so kind :D i love whoever cares for mi from the bottom of their hearts, and i don love whoever put on a mask which pretends to care for mi. think i dono huh?? even though i am weeping my heart out, i still will rmb the faces of ppl who so obviously is pretending to care for mi. don think i am crying i don see the faces of ppl lor... don think i dumb until this standard sia.

but honestly speaking i can very well ascertain that these following ppl are my true soul mates who care for mi and encourage mi to not be sad :D i will go on for the sake of u guys and for the sake of myself and my dear make ppl regret policy. these ppl are : shir, najib, jeremy tan, miss deepa. i am 100% touched and i now 100% will protect u ppl :D i protect who i like :D and some more ppl i shall juz keep in my heart. cos they are those who makes mi 90% touched one..

GO !! JIA YOU!! I MUZ BE STRONG AND STEADY LIKE A TREE IN A BIG STORM! BCOS OF U PPL, I NOE I CAN DO IT. BCOS I WANT HIM TO BE PROUD OF MI, I NOE I CAN DO IT. BCOS I WAN PPL TO NOE I CAN DO IT, I MUZ FIRST NOE I CAN DO IT. BCOS I REALISE HOW PPL LOVE TO SEE MI SAD, I NOE I MUZ MOVE ON AND MAKE THEM SAD FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE MI SAD :D BCOS OF MY SOUL MATES, I NOE I CAN AND I NOE I MUZ DO IT! A GREAT BIG THANX TO ALL THOSE KIND AND HELPFUL PPL WHO SEE MY THROUGH MY DREADY TIMES :D

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|4:58 AM|


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