tot bout the chat wif michelle.. she told mi "ya i said if u are so suspicious, might as well end it, that is the onli sentence i said" does suspicious equates ending? donnoe.. i wish i can ask the qn which is troubling mi.. but i cant.. if not.. this qn is so troubling mi and shir as well. ok next thing. toked about our philosophy ( shir, mic and mi ) mic's one was: stay out and don tok to ppl whose perspective is diff. from hers. shir's was ?? forgot le.. and mine was "qing zhe zi qing" i donnoe how to say in eng so i shall write in chinese. mic said "bie ren zhen me zhi dao ni shi qing bai de, hen hao xiao, qing zhe zi qing." i replied "bu xu bie ren zhi dao. zhi yao wo dui de qi zi ji, wu hui shi mei bi yao jie shi de." and i was thinking "jie shi le you zhen yang? xing ren cai shi zui zhong yao de. ruo mei you xing ren, jie shi yi da pian dou shi fei hua." ya. and i ascertain my view now after considering it for some time. i read the chinese storybk wif a great phrase in it. translated to english, it would be: nothing changes. what had changed is juz ur perspective. when something goes wrong or when ppl told u sth or when u heard some things, u tend to change things so that it all fits in well wif ur current perspective. that is the mistake stupid mi is always making. yaa.. i guess i have to take things the way they come and not be so damn fickle-minded, delving into the past and thinking again wad ... and ... did all those things for, and suspect their motives to make it fit wif those rumours. who am i to suspect ppl's motives when i am juz a stupid gal living in a complicated world? i am beginning to be unsure..... this post sounds complicated. i guess onli shir will understand. :D
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tot bout the chat wif michelle.. she told mi "ya i said if u are so suspicious, might as well end it, that is the onli sentence i said" does suspicious equates ending? donnoe.. i wish i can ask the qn which is troubling mi.. but i cant.. if not.. this qn is so troubling mi and shir as well. ok next thing. toked about our philosophy ( shir, mic and mi ) mic's one was: stay out and don tok to ppl whose perspective is diff. from hers. shir's was ?? forgot le.. and mine was "qing zhe zi qing" i donnoe how to say in eng so i shall write in chinese. mic said "bie ren zhen me zhi dao ni shi qing bai de, hen hao xiao, qing zhe zi qing." i replied "bu xu bie ren zhi dao. zhi yao wo dui de qi zi ji, wu hui shi mei bi yao jie shi de." and i was thinking "jie shi le you zhen yang? xing ren cai shi zui zhong yao de. ruo mei you xing ren, jie shi yi da pian dou shi fei hua." ya. and i ascertain my view now after considering it for some time. i read the chinese storybk wif a great phrase in it. translated to english, it would be: nothing changes. what had changed is juz ur perspective. when something goes wrong or when ppl told u sth or when u heard some things, u tend to change things so that it all fits in well wif ur current perspective. that is the mistake stupid mi is always making. yaa.. i guess i have to take things the way they come and not be so damn fickle-minded, delving into the past and thinking again wad ... and ... did all those things for, and suspect their motives to make it fit wif those rumours. who am i to suspect ppl's motives when i am juz a stupid gal living in a complicated world? i am beginning to be unsure..... this post sounds complicated. i guess onli shir will understand. :D